What is this empty feeling,
I wonder?Emotions coming and going
Just like thunder.
My heart is heavy from the weight it carries.
My soul is shattered from the memories I buried.
My eyes burn from all the tears it has shed,
My brain is giving me visions of the times I deeply dread.
I hate my lips, for they didn’t say the words I wanted to tell you.
I didn't even talk properly when I last met you.
I hate myself, I never wanted to fail you.
I hate myself, for not being the person I should’ve been.
I’m left with nothing besides regret.
The memory of you will linger
Through my head,
Until the day I’m dead,