Friday, 25 March 2016

Dad ?

What is this empty feeling,
I wonder?Emotions coming and going
Just like thunder.
My heart is heavy from the weight it carries.
My soul is shattered from the memories I buried. 
My eyes burn from all the tears it has shed,
Dad....,
My brain is giving me visions of the times I deeply dread. 
I hate my lips, for they didn’t say the words I wanted to tell you.
I didn't even talk properly when I last met you.
I hate myself, I never wanted to fail you.
I hate myself, for not being the person I should’ve been. 
I’m left with nothing besides regret. 
The memory of you will linger 
Through my head,
Until the day I’m dead,   

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